Blogging is one of the perfect way to express what we really feel if you can't find someone to talk or trusted to.. maybe for some reason.. and for some people might thought that what i feel right now might reach insanity.. why? because ... not everyone can understand what we really feel or even could know and predict what exactly inside our mind ... i dunno i feel like i enjoyed "for being hurt" is this a condition that i should always feel?? or i just became so addicted?? if this so wrong why its keep happening? do you have the answers? the truth is hurts, for being honest is also a big burden to carry... but if not telling the truth will getting worse... so face the truth what ever it is...